Hello folks!
First, before I begin, I want to thank those who take the time to follow and read the random ramblings that I write down. These last few years, though slow, have finally lead me to where I am today; confident with my own abilities as an artist and now photographer. Many times I have had to remind myself that we go and set our own pace in life. More than ever, I see now that I have an interlocked spirit of the turtle and hare, and so balance is key, a balance that I am keeping in control now.
Now with that said, as you may have noticed, my site has been updated! Woot woot bitches!
This year I feel confident more than ever in saying that I will be working everyday now to ensure a pursuit for coverages/gigs on events, concerts, fashion, and building relationships with clients. And before I jump back into it, I am building my website to reflect what I had done in the past before I jumped off the wagon, which includes fulfilling promises that I have left pending for months/years now (Sorry! I haven't forgotten, but soon! You all know who you are!).
One of the truths I had to admit, while in the gutter, is that all the feelings of being unfulfilled and the contempt I felt with my abilities were due to hiding, hiding behind the notion of just creating fine arts photographs. Nothing wrong with creating art. I love doing so in fact, but I along the way began to feel unfulfilled, leading me to the depression and anxiety issues that I was able to resolve this year. Looking back, there was always a creeping feeling that I could never quite shake off, no matter how often I tried, where I did not feel content in where I was and felt I could do better. I felt stuck in limbo. It was not until I stopped overthinking and overanalyzing everything, that I was finally able to grasp and hold onto the realizations that Yes! I can do better and will do better! With my mind settled, this time around I will be flying off the wagon ^^
-Sergio Teran Baldizon
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